July 31, 2015:
sleep deprivation (wake me up, keep me awake) by a variety of methods
shock my anus repeatedly, shock my face
a series of offensive and humiliating (programmed) dreams*, that prevent me from anything more than to begin to fall asleep (because YOU WAKE ME after each)
taunts: in my head, from strangers, media, shrinks, in my dreams...
HOW IS THIS NOT CRUEL & UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT?
HOW DOES IT NOT VIOLATE DUE PROCESS?
HOW DOES IT NOT VIOLATE MY PRIVATE PROPERTY RIGHTS (MY BODY, MY HOME)?
MY 1 EMAIL AND 1 LETTER ARE "AGGRAVATED HARASSMENT"?
PIECE-OF-SHIT DISTRICT ATTORNEY!
INTENTIONAL INTIMIDATION OF FREE SPEECH
" " " " FREE ASSOCIATION
WHY IS THIS ALLOWED TO HAPPEN? WHY IS IT ABOVE THE LAW?
IT IS A VIOLATION OF MY CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS AND ESTABLISHMENT CLAUSE!
YOU PEOPLE SHOULD BE CHARGED WITH TREASON AND
HUMILIATION: it's now 2:30pm... do I keep trying to get any rest? or do I let you jerk off on me????!!!!
*plus, the dreams are designed to be remembered, e.g., just now, when I put my broken headphones on.
HUMILIATION, NIGHT AND DAY!
It's... "LIKE A MOVIE" / "LIKE A GAME" / "LIKE A TEST" / "LIKE SCHOOL" / "LIKE A MARKET"
"LIKE AN ELECTION" / "TRADITION" / "INITIATION" / "RITE OF PASSAGE"
I could explain this if I had to.
Is it OK to rape a girl, so long as you plan to apologize afterwards?
As long as you plan to apologize afterwards, does that make it OK?
• Other people shitting on your girl, your love, your happy memories (seemingly nothing is considered sacred)
• Shitting on love forcing my girl to shit on love shit on me shit on herself shit on our past together
• No honor, no one will stand up for honor, you won't let me stand up for honor (dueling was outlawed 200 years ago... villains hide won't even talk to me)
• Forcing us (ALL) to languish for years (I believe our time on earth is finite and sacred... it doesn't matter so much what you do with it, so long as you are living... this is more like dying)
• Being systematically refused your rights, and when you need them most... not just refused them "now," this is FOREVER: What good is a right if it's only there for you when you don't need it? I have no plans of every getting arrested again... I needed my due process rights (etc.) 2012-2015!
• Justice-minded people can literally never put this behind them; burdens our souls
• Years of effective solitary confinement... that no one will even acknowledge to your face... YEARS without having an honest conversation
• Relentless harassment of all kinds, especially the daily sabotage and manipulation, and when harassment pertains to the spiritually-devastating aspects of this experience
• Tormenters won't identify themselves or their Secret Hateful Masters
• Tortured for committing no crime!
• Girlfriend abuses you (physically, psychologically, emotionally, sexually) following Secret Hateful Master's orders or instructions
• Forcing (coercing, pressuring, coaching, validating) my girl to psychologically and emotionally abuse the boy she loves
• Forcing (coercing) girlfriend to work against her own life dreams for years on end (you cut her off from her only support network and seemingly anyone capable of coherent thought... I say, "if you isolate a girl, you can convince her to believe in the Tooth Fairy, or to invade Poland, or anything in-between)
• Forcing girlfriend to play a character she doesn't like, never breaks character in my presence for more than a year (before I'm thrown out like garbage)
• State-sponsored misogyny
• You give up your human worth to try to uphold the dignity of your love... and fail
• The only way my girl can get me to dance is to threaten to burn my Koran... and then she burns it anyway!
• Exploiting your loved ones, especially dependents
• When you try to find help instead of helping, they hold you down and make you watch
• Keeping lovers and families apart for years on end
• Forcing our beautiful life through a star-shaped hole (although I call it "star-shaped hyena birth phallus," because it's more like a tunnel than a doorway)
• Scraping down our relationship
• Replacing our beautiful life story with a hateful anti-love narrative
• Being prevented from meeting sacred obligations, especially caring for dependents, knowing NOTHING about their experiences for years on end
• Not knowing when/if you'll see loved ones again, if there is anything you can do
• Not knowing how my privacy works
• Everyone systematically ignores my rape and our exploitation -- DREAM RAPE IS RAPE! i.e., rape and molest me (etc.) in programmed dreams IS RAPE AND MOLESTATION! AND i.e. illegal non-consensual violation of my sleeping mind IS RAPE!
• Betrayed by everyone, including loved ones and trusted communities
• The institutions of society that should protect us bend away instead
• Destruction of family bonds and erosion of friendships
• Why do you get live life and we don't?
• Regressive -- punished for being intelligent, loving, good, hard working, modest ambition
• Further: exploits patience, trust, and forgiveness
• Exploiting love! Girl's love for boy, boy's love for girl
• Destroying and redefining trust... loss of willingness or ability to trust, especially loved ones especially romantic partner (fuck Love without Trust)
• Harm to animals (real and/or perceived)
• Thwarting all my(/our) (short- and long-term) plans so that years of life are entirely meaningless
• Killing dreams and aspirations
• No human dignity -- humiliation, day and night!
• Preventing lovers from expressing love, even to each other in private!
• No physical love in the twilight of our youth
• Creating antagonism between lovers, make us fight
• Destroy what I love about what I love
• Hijacking our agenda for our best and most vibrant years
• Thought control, indoctrination, brainwashing, encouraging rewarding and rationalizing disloyalty abandonment and isolation
• Send my girl to Hate School teach her suppress compassion for self others to internalize her helplessness
• Years we're forced to live in hypocrisy
• Too many years, too much shame
• SPIRITUALLY ABUSIVE